These poems are rather short and have no titles so I thought I’d post them together even though they’re not related in any sense. The first one was written at a time of extreme boredom and “Cabin Fever” (which I still have anyway) and the second was written when I was trying to finally be myself for myself. Enjoy.
Tired of listening to the same songs over and over again
Tired of hearing the same words everyday
Tired of the memories I hold on to
Weary of my monotonous daily routine
I want to make music,
Dance and spill my coffee on the streets,
see things no one else sees
live in my imagination
I want to sing for the whole world to join in in my melody
Create a symphony of sound
Make new memories, test my limits
Provoke my creativity,
Let loose my passion
Adore my creator
Till everyday brings new songs and new words and new memories
And I am one with my humanity
Don’t tell me you love me
Because I don’t know what love is
or how to love
and neither do you.
You say you’re my friend
But you don’t know me
I only let you see what you like
Because I live to impress
You think I’m the best thing that happened to you
which makes me cry
For if I had showed you all of me,
Would you still think so highly of me?
I live for attention,
relevance with the ‘important’ people
trying to buy love and friendship with perfection
modeling my life to fit into what I thought as people’s specifications
Aren’t I just the least bit pathetic?
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