For S.

Hey. It’s been ages, and I was beginning to think you’d forgetten who I was, what I meant to you. I guess it was my fault, me going off into the world, to look for new adventure, and forgetting you even exist. I’m sorry.
I’ve missed you more than you can imagine. I miss our long talks, the ones that usually end in us arguing.
I wish you were with me now, because I want to lean into you and sniff you, and have you hold me like you”re afraid to let me go. I’ve missed your hugs. Your bone-crushing hugs that made me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside.
I believed you when you said you loved me, a first for me.
I don’t know why I’m being all sentimental and mushy today, but, I’d give anything to have you beside me, to hold your hand,
To enjoy all my favorite places with you, to watch the sunset with you,
And most of all
To wake up next to you.
You make me feel safe.

Love, A.
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Not my best work, but meh, I needed to let this out.

Posted from the little cave with wi-fi I live in.

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Out of my mind

I took a shower,
To wash you off me
But no matter how long I stand under the steady stream
The pulsating calmness of the water from the shower head
I cannot forget.

Two times, what we did.
I thought it was what I wanted,
But I guess I was wrong.
I stood, staring at the shower head
Feeling the rivulets cascade down my bosom,
Wishing it was you.
Water is lucky, it gets to touch everywhere.

I don’t know what we”re doing,
And it’s driving me crazy
I’m in over my head with you,
Confused.
What are we?

Nothing, I guess, since we have to hide.
It bothers me though, that I can’t read you,
I can’t know what you”re thinking
Is it wrong that I want to make your mind my home?
Am I being creepy again?

I’m sitting
In a fluffy terry cloth bathrobe
On the edge of my bathtub
Writing this to you.
I don’t need your words,
People lie.
Open your mind,
I want to live in it,
Love it,
Keep it forever.

Please don’t deny me this.
I’m already at my wits end.
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I had a brilliant idea. I want to review books like, every fortnight. Should I?

Posted from the little cave with wi-fi I live in.

Happy Birthday Joe!!!!

Yay, happy birthday once again. You”ve been more than an inspiration to me, you were part of the people that held me up whenever I felt down. Thank you. I see what God is doing through you and I smile and I thank Him for letting me know you. Welcome to a new year of fresh anointing and more-than-extravagant grace. You will complete this journey that God has started with you. Stay awesome.

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