Beyond the gimmicks, that is where you lie.
Curled in fetal position,
Defending against what you don’t know
While trying to maintain who you are
Trying not to change, not to act depending on who is watching you.
Trying not to become a travelling roadshow
Only doing things so people can see and judge you fit
Fit to live among them,
Fit to receive love from the one whose love never quits.
But bear in mind that He’s ready to receive you and reform you the way you are. No make-up on, Au naturel.
I’ve been a lazy writer for the past two weeks because I don’t want to address some issues in my life right now.
I wrote this last year when I was struggling with myself. Hehe.
Anyway, I want some cheesecake right now.