Because going back to you feels like
Going back to prison for a crime I did not commit.
I cried because
Even though I miss you,
The thought of being with you makes my insides churn violently and my heart race. I shouldn’t feel this way, but I do.
Because I seem to have no say in this matter
And because all my violent straining against the ties that bind me
Seems to go unnoticed by the one that has all the power.
and I answered.